Why, Why, Why!!!!!!!!!

Last night I talked to an old friend...without going into details...she has some similar health problems as me...and it just makes me wonder why sometimes respectable, God-fearing, law-abiding, loving people have so much difficulty trying to start a family...while others have no respect for themselves, let alone a child, yet have no problems whatsoever...I just don't understand...I watched my aunt do everything in her power to provide for her grandchild while his own mother wouldn't even come and visit him!!!! I can't fathom people being upset or mad about having children...when I know more than one person who wants a child so bad she can't stand it...and can love a child unconditionally...financially support one..and yet still can't get pregnant! I know we are not suppose to question things..but this is one topic I just can't shake right now!!!!! It makes me very sad!!!!!